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hexed (original poster member #19258) posted at 11:23 PM on Saturday, June 15th, 2013
ahh the pleasures of the passage of time and reflecting on the past. 
During my snooping phase which directly correlated with the panic, pleading and anger phases in days immediately following dday, I had a fake FB page. I used it a lot early on and of course it dwindled. I logged on a once in a while to catch up with some friends from SI but not often. Well now its dwindled so far that I can't even remember the log in name/email account.
Just another tiny thing falling away from my psyche. It was such a crutch for me for so many months and now its gone from my memory. Either the Alzheimer's is starting early or I don't give a shit anymore.
But that's just a lot of water
Underneath a bridge I burned
And there's no use in backtracking
Around corners I have turned
“Many of us crucify ourselves between two thieves - regret for the past and fear of the future.” -foulton oursler
gma56 ( member #19595) posted at 11:43 PM on Saturday, June 15th, 2013
I vote the "I don't give a shit anymore." reason.
I also had one for snooping and finally at the beginning of the year , I changed it to my name and came out of hiding.
I also need to hit the shredder soon with all the "evidence". 
I certainly don't want to more it again !
Gma
BW-Divorced
It's my life now, my choices, my mistakes to make and my victories to celebrate. His choices made me free of liars and betrayers in my life. That is priceless.
better4me ( member #30341) posted at 4:29 AM on Sunday, June 16th, 2013
Another testimony to the importance of time in our journeys through our pain. I too vote for the "not give a shit" reason!
DDay 11/17/2010 BW:58
Happily remarried!
FaithFool ( member #20150) posted at 5:10 AM on Sunday, June 16th, 2013
Oh yeah. The panicky heart-pounding moments of logging in to see god-knows-what.
Don't miss that feeling at all.... Goodbye Crazy Train.
DDay: June 15, 2008
Mistakenly married Mr. Superfreak
20 years of OWs, WTF?
Divorced Dec 26, 2011
"Life is a shipwreck, but we must not forget
to sing in the lifeboats". -- Voltaire
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