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soverybetrayed (original poster member #32948) posted at 1:44 AM on Friday, June 21st, 2013
I am on day 9 of recovery from brain and spine surgery. It is a new beginning for me because if this surgery works I might be able to work again and finally have a day without a migraine. I have lived for the last 4 years with a pounding migraine every single day. I suffered for 5 months in bed unable function while my husband carried on an affair with our gutter slut neighbor.
He refused to postpone our divorce so that I could have this surgery.
I have waited two years for this surgery and while it is extremely painful it is so worth it. I want a life without pain, I want to work again someday and I want my life back.
Every time I get depressed I realize that their is someone else out there that has it worse than me. I want to be an inspiration to others who suffer from chronic pain, that we can find hope and help. When I get down on myself for some of my decisions I remember that had I not made some of those mistakes I would not have met the person who gave me my doctor's name. I would not have found a doctor who is only charging me $100 for my part of this surgery because he knows my circumstances and knows that I would not have had this surgery if in had to pay 20% of the fees.
I thank the heavens that this doctor came into my life and that this surgery gives me my life back. So for me this a new beginning and an understanding that my life could be worse.
Me- Happily single
Divorced 8/23/2012
I am stronger and better than before.
lieshurt ( member #14003) posted at 3:47 AM on Friday, June 21st, 2013
Sending healing mojo your way hun 
No one changes unless they want to. Not if you beg them. Not if you shame them. Not if you use reason, emotion, or tough love. There is only one thing that makes someone change: their own realization that they need to.
gma56 ( member #19595) posted at 5:41 AM on Friday, June 21st, 2013
Sending all my healing prayers to ya !
(((SVB)))
Gma
BW-Divorced
It's my life now, my choices, my mistakes to make and my victories to celebrate. His choices made me free of liars and betrayers in my life. That is priceless.
soverybetrayed (original poster member #32948) posted at 9:15 PM on Sunday, June 23rd, 2013
Thank you both for the prayers and mojo. GMA, you are the greatest friend and I am so happy to know you.
Just to clarify, I wasn't whining just putting my life into prospective. This is a good thing for me and I am so happy that I am no longer married to my npdx.
Me- Happily single
Divorced 8/23/2012
I am stronger and better than before.
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