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FieldsOfLavender (original poster member #39154) posted at 4:10 AM on Saturday, June 22nd, 2013
Before I left, I'd wake up in the morning, finding it hard to breathe and feel a little panicky. (I'm also unemployed so have the financial pressure). I went to the ocean the past couple nights, woke up to the waves throughout the night. In the morning, I did not have a problem breathing. Same thing on the 2nd night and morning. I woke up in peace. I took my little dd. We both love going to this place every year. I think everything will be ok.
SBB ( member #35229) posted at 6:55 AM on Saturday, June 22nd, 2013
I think everything will be ok.
Absolutely! And so much more than OK.
I may have reached a point where I'd piss on him if he was on fire.... eventually!!
tryingagain74 ( member #33698) posted at 3:10 PM on Saturday, June 22nd, 2013
That sounds lovely. I'm glad that you found some peace and that you and your DD have a special place to share.
FBS; now happily liberated!
Two DS and One DD
It matters not how strait the gate,/How charged with punishments the scroll./I am the master of my fate:/I am the captain of my soul.--"Invictus," William Ernest Henley
Take2 ( member #23890) posted at 2:06 AM on Sunday, June 23rd, 2013
"We must be willing to get rid of the life we've planned, so as to have the life that is waiting for us." Joseph Campbell...So, If fear was not a factor - what would you do?
Housefulloflove ( member #38458) posted at 3:48 AM on Sunday, June 23rd, 2013
I'm so glad you feel better!
Sometimes when I feel overwhelmed I think about going the beach and make mental future plans to tide me over. It even motivates me on my job hunt because I think about how much easier and affordable it will be to take a trip to the beach on a random day off when I have my own income. The beach is such a peaceful and beautiful place that one of my life goals is to be able to afford a home on or very, very near a beach so that I can wake up every day to the sound of the ocean.
Me-29 Starting over
ExWH-29 Probable NPD, PA, manchild
3 beautiful young children
DDay 1/20/13 Admits PA
No remorse so NO R. DIVORCED! 9/2013
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