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I haven't had the cash to get a haircut but broke down last week to get the bangs out of my eyes and a few inches off the length, it was really long.

While she shampooed my hair I was in ecstasy..while she worked on my hair and gave me a blow dry then a french braid I was almost turned on! It has been so damn long since I've been touched! I almost blurted it out to her! I did say it felt good and she kind of giggled and said yeah it's nice to have someone take care of you isn't it?

This lady knows what I'm going through but if she knew just how good it felt she might have cracked up laughing at me...

Just wanted to share so I don't go running around begging to be touched. Just touch me! PLEASE!

Oh, I'm getting teary eyed when I thought this would come across as funny...oh well. Wish I could afford a massage. The health benefits of a massage are so amazing, for at least a week I feel great.

Okay, no real meaning to this. Can you tell? Oh yah, touch me!!

There was a point in time when it was dangerous to give me a hug.

Oh boy hexed! A hug?! A real hug? Sigh....

I'm going to stop now before I write a new "Gray" novel.

There was a point in time when it was dangerous to give me a hug

I think that's why that kiss I got Saturday night after SO LONG without being kissed was so intoxicating! I wanted to just pounce on him! BAD BAD BADDDD!!!! But, I didn't. I am proud of my restraint!

And, now I shall walk to the back of the bus and take a nap on the long seat....I think this is going to continue to be a world tour ride for me!

[This message edited by She11ybeanz at 8:36 AM, July 15th (Monday)]

How about getting a massage at a massage therapy school. They usually have inexpensive clinics so their students can practice. We all need touch. It's like food.

IL is a genius!!

yeah -- a full hug. A very good male friend of mine did that about 9 month post DDay. I was starting to feel like myself again. I almost jumped him right then and there. I don't even find him particularly attractive.

Shelly your kiss is what got me to write about the haircut! OMG! A kiss???? I might faint dead away if it ever happens again! Oh boy a kiss!

HA! Come here mister and kiss me!

ahahahahaaa (evil laughter)

Inner Light; There's just no money right now. None.

Hopefully soon....sigh and maybe a mani-pedi too..big sigh.

This too shall pass. Right? Right.

You are not alone curiouswiz!

My hairdresser is a friend. I've told her straight out her shampoos are as good as sex. Now she dims the lights, lights a couple of candles and stops talking when she massages my head!

(just kidding about the dimmed lights and candles, but she does stop talking!)

Shelly your kiss is what got me to write about the haircut! OMG! A kiss???? I might faint dead away if it ever happens again! Oh boy a kiss!

HA! Come here mister and kiss me!

ahahahahaaa (evil laughter)

I won't lie....it was really REALLY nice to be kissed again... even though I won't be kissing him again....

Next stop...SPCA... there's about 15 cats that I'm about to make their lucky day!!!

If there is no money for a massage clinic you can put a note up in the school saying that you can exchange a session for feedback and a testimonial. Students need practice. The only way to get good a massage therapy is to get your hands on as many bodies as possible. There might be a student willing to work on you for free. Check out their energy to see if you want to be worked on by them by having a conversation.

I've been around a lot of bodywork schools and students so I know they need bodies!

Okay....so I got my hair done today....and my hairdresser was blowdrying my hair and massaging my scalp while she did it... O...M....G....

I think I could have died happy in that chair..... TOUCH ME AGAIN!!!!

Oh..and I was having a rough day yesterday and "massage guy" started texting me and talking with me making sure I was okay....and offered to give me a free massage....(and no...we aren't dating...)

Oh NO!!! Not falling for that trick.... a FREE massage from a hottie guy that is not only a professional, but who has six pack abs and I've kissed already? Um....that's a rape whistle waiting to go off....

I don't know if he owns his own whistle or not...but just sayin... I need a cold shower... but I just got my hair highlighted....so DAMN.

[This message edited by She11ybeanz at 6:12 PM, July 17th (Wednesday)]

I haven't been kissed since 2001. I might spontaneously combust if I was kissed now.

Well, when it does happen.... I hope it is freakinAHmazing for you girlie!

It truly is so important to be touched. As Innerlight said..it's FOOD.

A kiss...ah a kiss. It hasn't been since 2001 but it sure feels like it!

We'll be okay. Right? Right...yeah.

I'm starving but the diet will do me some good I think. The man that does finally feed me better have a banquet set up~