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SmallButStrong (original poster member #40128) posted at 3:48 AM on Friday, October 4th, 2013
I'm starting year two of this journey. I feel more stuck than ever. I think part of this has to do with the exhaustion of what I am now calling "slaying the affair dragon" every day. The constant battle. The enduring fight between me and my explicit thoughts. I'm over it!
Is anyone else feeling this way?
I wrote about it today on my blog: http://asupergluedheart.blogspot.com/2013/10/slaying-affair-dragon-for-good.html
Me: BW
Him: WH
Married 13 years at time of D-Day, 2 small children
D-day 1: 8/16/12 (told it was EA only)
D-day 2: 9/22/12 (the OW confessed to the truth and exposed the PA)
12 month affair, 10 months PA
Today: In MC and IC, attempting R
jjsr ( member #34353) posted at 5:32 AM on Friday, October 4th, 2013
I am in year two. I tell myself something everyday sometimes more something the MC said to me. I can be angry and rage about what has happened all I want but its not going to change the fact that it happened. I want to let this all go so I try to remember that. I want to be able to breath and not think about it all the time.
Me: BS
Him: WS
Married since 1985
Parents to 2 adult sons and 3 of the cutest cats you have ever seen
D-day 8/6/11 Truth about ONS and 9/21/11 Truth about EA and 10/28/15 NEW dday.
Just surviving.
TICKED OFF ( member #8291) posted at 5:36 AM on Friday, October 4th, 2013
I would like to be able to slay the a dragon but I still live 2 houses down from the little slut who my h had an a with 9 years ago. It's hard to slay the dragon when it breaths fire on you every day. So with me it remains a constant battle of very horrible memories.
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