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brokensunflower (original poster member #38674) posted at 3:27 AM on Thursday, October 10th, 2013
today was hell for me I feel like she was winning all over again .. I triggered over every little thing .. he did text me later today that he wanted to celebrate our marriage .. not the negative.. wish It would of been better for me .. sigh .. like he said every day is out day ...
me 34
him 34
7 wonderful kids 14 yrs 10 yrs 7 yrs 6 yrs and 4 yrs 2yr ..and new baby
married 15years together for 12
my give a damn is busted
Deeply Scared ( Administrator #2) posted at 3:38 AM on Thursday, October 10th, 2013
broken...
Each day will get a little easier...go slow and be gentle with yourself.
I'm sorry you're struggling.
"Don't give up, the beginning is always the hardest." My Mom:)
My tolerance for stupid shit is getting less and less.
brokensunflower (original poster member #38674) posted at 3:45 AM on Thursday, October 10th, 2013
Thank you Deeply Scared .. I had a freaky dream the other night that she came to our house and told me she had his baby when they did nothing physical ... im pregnant with his bb not her .. ughs ..
me 34
him 34
7 wonderful kids 14 yrs 10 yrs 7 yrs 6 yrs and 4 yrs 2yr ..and new baby
married 15years together for 12
my give a damn is busted
SerJR ( member #14993) posted at 3:48 AM on Thursday, October 10th, 2013
The wonderful thing about any given day... is that no matter how bad it is, no matter how dark the night... the sun will rise again tomorrow... full of promise and hope reborn.
Let's see what tomorrow brings. 
Me: BH - Happily remarried.
Hope is never lost. It exists within you - it is real. It is not a force in and of itself - it is something that you create with every thought, action, and choice you make. It is a gift that you create for yourself.
RidingHealingRd ( member #33867) posted at 7:09 AM on Thursday, October 10th, 2013
I am sorry that you struggled through the day...completely understandable.
It honestly does get easier. My Dday is 19 days away, entering year 4. My life is no longer in turmoil. Yes, on 10/29 I will relive that dreaded Dday in my mind but I will relive it without the intense pain. Hopefully, I will relive it quickly and then get on with my day.
It will get better.
ME: 60 BS
HIM: 67 WH
Married: 35 years
D'Day: 10/29/10
in R 10 years and it's working but he is putting 200% into it (as he should) to make it right again.
The truth hurts, but I have never seen it cause the pain that lies do.
brokensunflower (original poster member #38674) posted at 12:51 AM on Friday, October 11th, 2013
me 34
him 34
7 wonderful kids 14 yrs 10 yrs 7 yrs 6 yrs and 4 yrs 2yr ..and new baby
married 15years together for 12
my give a damn is busted
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