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brokendancer7 (original poster member #39911) posted at 9:56 PM on Friday, October 18th, 2013
(I stole the title from a Sondheim song)
We live in the house where I grew up. My father wanted to downsize after my mom died, so we bought it. The other night, in a "tender moment", FWH was talking about how much he loves our house, even more so because our sweet little wedding was here. All of a sudden, the roller coaster plunged me down when I realized that during his A, he f#cked the skanky whore OW on the living room floor in virtually the same spot where we said our vows 33 years ago. 
I have felt sick ever since. I would say, "How could he do that?", but we have all said that a thousand times and there isn't a good answer. 
blakesteele ( member #38044) posted at 10:01 PM on Friday, October 18th, 2013
I am sorry to hear something so personal was so easily given away by your husband during his affair.
This freely giving away is some of the hardest things to reconcile in a BS mind. I have forgiven my wife and yet I still have emotions like that which you speak of here.
I see the pain in your post. You are a SI member whom I have chosen to follow closely...I relate to your pain so clearly.
(((brokendancer7)))
Peace be with you.
ME: 42 BH, I don't PM female members
SHE: 38 EA
Married: 15 years
Together: 17 years
D/Day 9-10-12
NC: 10-25-12
NC: Broken early November 2012, OM not respond
2 girls; 7 and 10
Fear is payments on debts you have not yet incurred.
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