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Guttedagain (original poster member #39126) posted at 3:08 PM on Monday, October 21st, 2013
Had last week off work and we had a lovely week together and with the family. Today is definitely monday blues and i admit it, i am feeling sorry for myself. Work is really demanding and stressful and i'm struggling to concentrate. All i feel today is the hurt and reality of his cheating. I know it's still early days but it feels as if any happiness will alwAys be marred by the past. Feel slightly better having written this down and realise that this is the rollercoaster and after every up there is the down. Hope tomorrows better x
BS me 46WS him 49Married almost 25 yrs, together almost 302 DD 18 & 13Dday #1 14/4/13 TT until Dday #2 28/4/13Living one day at a time
maddmurph ( member #40940) posted at 3:47 PM on Monday, October 21st, 2013
I hear ya. I had a pretty good day yesterday. We were actually talking and laughing together. Nothing serious said, but still an almost "normal" day. The elephant is still in the room and there is still distance, but it was a good day over all. Today, she is at work. I'm home trying to concentrate on work and all I want to do is run away. I have a lot to look forward to this week, just not so much today.
Me - BS, 33
Her - WW, 33
DS 7, DD 3
devasted30 ( member #39439) posted at 3:56 PM on Monday, October 21st, 2013
And remember Murphy is right. Nothing is so bad that it can't get worse!!!
Guttedagain (original poster member #39126) posted at 4:45 PM on Monday, October 21st, 2013
Thanks to you all for your support.. Can't wait to finish work, get in the car and have a good old cry.
BS me 46WS him 49Married almost 25 yrs, together almost 302 DD 18 & 13Dday #1 14/4/13 TT until Dday #2 28/4/13Living one day at a time
betrayedme2 ( member #40639) posted at 4:49 PM on Monday, October 21st, 2013
Hang in there! Yep, this is one roller coaster no one wants to buy a ticket for!
Okay, so what are some endings to this story. A preacher, car salesman, and a lawyer are having coffee........
dday: 1/19/13
ME: mid 40's
WW: low 40'3
2 daughters, 17, 21
Reconciling
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