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topperoff22 (original poster member #40762) posted at 12:30 AM on Thursday, October 31st, 2013
WH doesn't want me on anti-depressants. HE hates the idea of me being numbed to my feelings. I had issues with anti-depressants in the past but right now I feel I need them. I can't get the clouds to lift at all. I will think I'm OK, but then I go right back down again.
I think he doesn't want me on meds because he'll have to admit his shit is the reason I'm going to end up back on them -- after handling it all naturally for the last year - changing my diet, changing my life. He literally kicked me right back down the mountain and dammit that pisses me off. I don't want a man to be the reason I end up back on meds. 
I don't know if I should wait all this out or just gve up and realize I'm not strong enough to get out of his slump on my own.
I'm pregnant...maybe seven weeks, so I don't know what I can take. My son is going to be seven next week and I'm not ready for him to grow up and all of this -- making me feel so insecure and lost. I'm just not sure what to do.
BS - Me 36
WS - Him 35 (almost 36)
Child: son, 6; just learned one on way
DDAY - July 24, 2013 (thousands spent on ex girlfriend)
DDAY2 -Aug. 3, 2013 (proof he slept with her)
R is slow going after TT for 1 month
crazyblindsided ( member #35215) posted at 12:34 AM on Thursday, October 31st, 2013
Mine said the same. You do what YOU think is best for yourself.
Also I believe there is an AD you can take while pregnant because my sis had to with both her pregnancies.
[This message edited by crazyblindsided at 6:35 PM, October 30th (Wednesday)]
fBS/fWS(me):52 Mad-hattered after DD (2008)
XWS:55 Serial Cheater, Diagnosed NPD
DD(22) DS(19)
XWS cheated the entire M spanning 19 years
Discovered D-Days 2006,2008,2012, False R 2014
Separated 9/2019; Divorced 8/2024
Lowlow ( member #38653) posted at 12:46 AM on Thursday, October 31st, 2013
Unintended consequences of the A.
I wonder if our WS's would do this again if they knew the damage their actions would cause...
Be strong, do what's best for you!
Me (BS) 41 Him (FWS) 42 at time of confession
Reconciling
Kelany ( member #34755) posted at 12:49 AM on Thursday, October 31st, 2013
Its not his choice. You and your doctor get to decide, not him. Fuck that. If my husband tried to tell me I couldn't go on meds after Dday2 I may have burned more than his clothes in our driveway. Shit, klonopin and lexapro kept me from taking a bottle of pills and not waking up. Seriously.
BS - Me
SA/FWH Him
DDay 1 - Jul 11
DDay 2 - Jul 12
R Dec 12
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