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lostlove7 (original poster member #43362) posted at 5:48 AM on Tuesday, May 20th, 2014
The last two days have been “good”. We have emailed, been cordial, he even emailed that he loved and missed me. Tonight however, I lost it. I know that I can’t and that I shouldn’t but I just couldn’t hold it together anymore. I can’t pretend that I am okay when I am not. I can’t pretend that I am something that I am not – that’s what got me here in the first place.
He asks me to talk to him open and honestly and when I do he says that he has heard it all before. He is asking me to tell him “something he doesn’t know” – but it’s all out there. I have told him everything. I am deflated. I am a mess.
[I have my IC session tomorrow. I hope that it helps.]
ME (WW) - 27
BH - 28
DDAY - March 8, 2014
MARRIED - June 2012
MET - Feb 2009
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