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TryingEveryday (original poster new member #39429) posted at 3:13 AM on Wednesday, September 25th, 2013
Ever feel like you're just fucking bleeding to death?
Me - BS - 46
Her - WW - 38 (2 ONS)
Five kids:
DD20, DD18, DD17, DS16, DS16
D Day - Dec 24, 2012 -
R - 20 months and going extremely well.
lucy17 ( member #40187) posted at 3:27 AM on Wednesday, September 25th, 2013
Yes. From multiple stab wounds. At the craziest times. With sometimes no control.
((TryingEverday))
That's all we can do--try every moment (sometimes days are too long).
“The world breaks everyone and afterward many are strong at the broken places." Hemingway
Me- BS 38
Him- WS 44
1 child- 13 years old
together 21 years, legally married 17
Dday1- 7/7/13
Dday2- 8/12/13
The rollercoaster of R
SpiderGrl ( member #40157) posted at 3:54 AM on Wednesday, September 25th, 2013
Yes. Those are the days I want to run. Thankfully, the non-bleeding days are more frequent than the bleeders.
Me 36- BW
Him 37- WH 6 month EA pushing PA.
DDAY- 7/2/13
Strength does not come from physical capacity. It comes from an indomitable will. -Gandhi
Pls forgive weird sentences and spelling mistakes, I post from my phone and autocorrect hates me.
0115 ( member #31740) posted at 4:08 AM on Wednesday, September 25th, 2013
Yes. I felt like that for a long time. It gets better. Let it out though. Don't try to push back the pain or stuff it down. I remember the first day I didn't cry (about 1 1/2 years from Dday.) I just had no tears left in me. It felt weird but I was OK.
Hugs to you.
BS (me) 49
FWH 49 newbeg2011
Married 29 years
Very Long LTA
DD 01/15/11-6/30/11
The hard work is done...let the healing begin.
ItsaClimb ( member #37107) posted at 8:27 AM on Wednesday, September 25th, 2013
Absolutely. The kind of pain I didn't know I was capable of surviving... 
BS 52
Together 35 yrs, M 31 years
2 daughters 30yo(married with 2 children) & 25yo
D-Day 18 Aug 2012
6mth EA lead to 4mth PA with CO-W. I found out 8 1/2 yrs later
jost1125 ( member #38710) posted at 1:12 PM on Wednesday, September 25th, 2013
Absolutely. I thought I had been through pain before, but nothing compares to this.
Me (BGF) 35yr
Him (WBF) 32yr
Children: 14yr (mine)
Dday #1 (admitted to EA) Sept. 29, 2012
Dday #2 (admitted is was PA) Oct. 1, 2012
hpv50 ( member #39703) posted at 1:16 PM on Wednesday, September 25th, 2013
Yes, definitely. First from the A stiletto rammed upwards into my gut. Next from the TT nicks all over my body, as I spiraled downwards into a depression. Then as I lay helpless on the floor, the blaming knife was plunged into my back.
The little band aids aren't helping much.
Me: BS - 50; Him: WH - 53, covert NPD/ BPD
married 19 years, 3 kids
DD1 4/22/13 (hpv diagnosis)
DD2 5/9/13
Status: relocated my happy; hanging in there for now
heartbroken2012 ( member #38089) posted at 1:26 PM on Wednesday, September 25th, 2013
BS(Me)
WH(Him)
OW - (former co worker of WH)
Dday: Dec 2012
SadFlower ( member #37725) posted at 1:40 PM on Wednesday, September 25th, 2013
It felt as though my H had taken a machete, slashed me open, ripped out my heart with his bare hands, and then fed it trough the shredder while I lay bleeding to death on the floor.
Now, 13 months later, the heart is in the process of regenerating, the gash has been sewn together and has mostly healed, but with a significant scar.
I have never before experienced such pain.
Me: BW, age 71
Him: WH, age 70
Married 24 years
In R.
D-Day: August 14, 2012
9 year LTA with former co-worker and family "friend"/7 years EA+PA, 2 more years EA
jo2love ( member #31528) posted at 1:56 PM on Wednesday, September 25th, 2013
2married2quit ( member #36555) posted at 3:28 PM on Wednesday, September 25th, 2013
Yep, every single day. However, in the beginning I was bleeding and kept getting stabbed by the person I loved the most. Right not it's scabbing but there's still some blood.
BS - Me 47 WS - Her 45 ( she's a childhood sexual abuse survivor)
DDAY -#1- June 2012/ #2 -June 2015 / #3-August 2015
Married 25yrs. 2kids
She had 2 affairs with two different men.
Status: divorced.
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