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MakingMyFuture (original poster member #43530) posted at 8:11 AM on Thursday, July 31st, 2014
So I'm two weeks past finding out cyber/soon to be physical A was actually physical and got hit with the double-whammy that all during false R WH had another email account and was still trying to hook up with AP until this April.
Tonight I was talking to my friend who has been my Rock through every part of this. We were talking about the MidLife Crisis, how it's about losing yourself. Ended up in a huge comedy skit on WH looking for himself everywhere. "Have you seen me?!? I've lost myself, oh, maybe there's a minnie me at the bottom of this Pxxxy."
It's sick, I know. But seriously, it felt so good to finally not be hurt/spinning/trying to hold us together. To finally be detached enough that I can laugh and crack a joke at how completely ridiculous the entire situation is.
I'm still hopeful for us, and WH is now actually focused on R instead of covering up everything. So I'm willing to give it time and see if he will do the work and see if he can become a man worthy of me. But I finally feel like I will be fine either way- and the funny lady is BAAAACK! 
When people show you who they really are, believe them - Maya Angelou
BW: 43 (me) WH: 42 (him)
DD-13, DS-11
DDay 1 = 1/13, DDay2 = 7/14 (False R), D 4/15
RomanticInnocenc ( member #43041) posted at 8:15 AM on Thursday, July 31st, 2014
Good for you. Sometimes we have to laugh or wed never stop crying! 
Me: BS 34 WH: 32 (theseseatsRtaken)
DS1: 3 DS2: 1 DS3: 2 months
T 13 years, M 5
DD1: 8/1/2014 DD2: 10/1/2014
"Live so that when your children think of fairness and integrity, they think of you!" H. Jackson Brown
WhatsRight ( member #35417) posted at 10:01 AM on Thursday, July 31st, 2014
Don't think it is sick at all. Once I had 2 grandmothers at the point of death at the exact same time. They were about 200 miles apart and we just kept driving back and forth. Once, my sisters were laughing about if they got stopped by the police for speeding - no matter which direction they were traveling, they wouldn't be lying!
Sometimes dark humor is almost a necessity!
"Noone can make you feel inferior without your concent." Eleanor Roosevelt
I will not be vanquished. Rose Kennedy
Sleepingbeauty ( member #43792) posted at 11:21 AM on Thursday, July 31st, 2014
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