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 Lostallalone (original poster member #69792) posted at 10:53 PM on Friday, March 1st, 2019

cocoplus. You are hilarious. I cant imagine why you were blocked. I truly appreciate your input. It was almost like flirty to me. Maybe because the tone reminds me of someone. As my Dad use to say (I won't drink liquor any more. I wont drink it any less either)

No really i am cutting way back. I have NC with past gf too. I am calling IC monday. Plz keep in contact. I like the interaction here. It helps fill the space

. you know what I mean.?

A rock feels no pain...and an Island never cries

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Cephastion ( member #51990) posted at 11:11 PM on Friday, March 1st, 2019

Man I LOVE that song by F.U.N.

I almost can't help but blow my speakers with it and just let the anger and pain flow.

I prefer the music video with the gunshots and yelling depicted as well throughout.

Why did they boot you out of waywards forum?

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 Lostallalone (original poster member #69792) posted at 11:54 PM on Friday, March 1st, 2019

Because I told them this..........

Nice to see the full truth. For everones information my love language is affirmation and verbal suppirt(i get zero from wife and zero here). I work a stressfull automotive job 3rd shift. Overnight for you muggles. So while drinking coffee all night to be alert I "selfmedicate with vodka and whiskey to fall asleep." I was asking how to be more appealling to my wife. I stopped contact with everyone else to focus on her. You all attack me about being some hapless oaf who isnt worth my wifes time of day. I raised 3 sons changing Many diapers whe she was passed out. Ivernight. Cooked many meals for everyone. They are grown and gone and she showes as much e motion as a robot. I asked how to help her love me more. I come here thinking you all can help and all I get isi am worthless. Fuck youall.

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Dorothy123 ( member #53116) posted at 11:58 PM on Friday, March 1st, 2019

(((Lostallalone)))

"I’ll get you my pretty, and your little dog too!" Wicked Witch of the West.

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 Lostallalone (original poster member #69792) posted at 12:05 AM on Saturday, March 2nd, 2019

God everytime I go back and reread that thread it brings me to tears all over. I dont know what I did wrong for them to turn on me like that

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Cephastion ( member #51990) posted at 12:24 AM on Saturday, March 2nd, 2019

I think I might have a clue.

I've seen remorseful people turn kinda feral on their "own kind" due the the extreme loathing they develop for the things that made them lawless or unacceptable to themselves.

And I'm not just talking about "wayward" lawlessness either.

You look around and the most merciless people sometimes are the very ones who were once upon a time the very worst at what they are dissing all over.

My chimmeny stack, carton smoking MIL who FINALLY quit smoking one fine day ended up being the second hand smoke Gestspo police.

Some people who lose a lot of weight and get really in shape act like they are God's gift to punish the less fit and fortunate sometimes.

And this site is kinda trigger happy where self pitying waywards are concerned. I think after all that those mindsets are often seen as driving the getaway car for the wayward's reasons for self soothing or escape from the responsibilities in marriage, after all.

Ex waywards aren't exactly the most... Sympathy or even empathy minded folks out of the box and right off of the factory floor as a general rule, after all.

But they do often know what ails a fellow wayward from what I've seen. They just don't necessarily have good beside manner in fixing it (get it? That's a dark pun right there... )

Anyway, I'm not a reformed wayward so, Howdy! Native Texan at your service here...

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 Lostallalone (original poster member #69792) posted at 12:31 AM on Saturday, March 2nd, 2019

Thanks ceph. I like your view point

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Cephastion ( member #51990) posted at 12:34 AM on Saturday, March 2nd, 2019

Ah yes but the real question is, did you like my perfectly AWFUL joke about waywards having bad "bedside manner" or about getting other waywards "fixed"?

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 Lostallalone (original poster member #69792) posted at 3:31 AM on Saturday, March 2nd, 2019

Very punny.

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Cephastion ( member #51990) posted at 4:08 AM on Saturday, March 2nd, 2019

So what's bumming you out, man. I mean I know a little bit of your story, I guess but for me, processing is ongoing and very new from one day (or night) to the next oftentimes.

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 Lostallalone (original poster member #69792) posted at 6:01 AM on Saturday, March 2nd, 2019

Ceph i pretty much was trying to get my wife back to being the love of my life. She isn't responding much. Everyone seems to advise to stop courting her and just work on myself. Its like im doing a pick me dance. Just hard to give up.

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 Lostallalone (original poster member #69792) posted at 8:06 AM on Saturday, March 2nd, 2019

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Target on my back lone survivor lasts

They got me in their sights

No surrender no

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I'm trying to get up, they're knocking me down

Chewing me up, spitting me out

Hey, hey, hey when I need to be saved

You're making me strong, you're making me stand

Never will fall, never will end

Shot like a rocket up into the sky

Nothing could stop me tonight

You make me feel invincible

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Fight song, raising up

Like a roar of victory in a stadium

Who can touch me 'cause I'm (I'm made of fire)

Who can stop me tonight (I'm hard wired)

You make me feel invincible

I feel, I feel it

Invincible

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Here we go againi will not give in

I've got a reason to fight

Every day we choose

We might win or lose

This is the dangerous life

Hey, hey, hey everyday when I wake

They say that I'm gone; they say that they've won

The bell has been rung, it's over and done

Hey, hey, hey when I need to be saved

They counting me out, but this is my round

(You in my corner look at me now)

Shot like a rocket up into the sky

Nothing could stop me tonight

You make me feel invincible

Earthquake, powerful

Just like a tidal wave

You make me brave

You're my titanium

Fight song, raising up

Like a roar of victory in a stadium

Who can touch me 'cause I'm (I'm made of fire)

Who can stop me tonight (I'm hard wired)

You make me feel invincible

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Cephastion ( member #51990) posted at 1:20 PM on Saturday, March 2nd, 2019

I did that myself. It was absolutely awful. And quite frankly, my dancing 🕺 skills were pretty dang rock star awesome at the time as well. I could share some of my "dances" that I pretty much nailed and you might even be a little bit impressed. She's impressed with them NOW in retrospect but not back then when she only had eyes for herself.

It simply didn't matter.

She left me twice in the first 3 years of our marriage. Completely moved out. At one point, I didn't even have her address or phone number. I didn't even know what town she lived in, much less what house or apartment.

And her 3rd and final really cold-blooded rejection of me was immediately in the middle of my finest dancing EVER with her. It was unbelievable.

I got her back though. Both times. She loves me like crazy in a lot of respects now when her Mr Hyde switch isn't flipped on, that is.

Is your wife still with you but just detached emotionally?

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HellFire ( member #59305) posted at 2:15 PM on Saturday, March 2nd, 2019

Why are you saying you were kicked out of the wayward forum? You asked that the mods lock your thread,so they did. You're posting on other threads there,so obviously you're not banned.

The waywards ask hard questions because they're trying to help you.

Regardless, your wife is abusing you. Nothing you can say or do will stop her behavior. She has to want to stop. You need to work on your codependency and self esteem.

I wish you well.

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And I'll forget you, but I'll never forgive
The smallest man who ever lived..

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cocoplus5nuts ( member #45796) posted at 3:42 PM on Saturday, March 2nd, 2019

I don't think he said he was blocked from wayward. That was me. Someone else misunderstood.

Lost, I couldn't find your other thread. Was it deleted?

The pick me dance does not work. Does your W drink, too? Is that when she gets abusive?

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DDay#1 June 8, 2014 EA
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