AdLarue17 (original poster member #84917) posted at 2:46 PM on Friday, July 11th, 2025
I think my subject line says it all but I’ll say more. I’ve been in Colorado for the last six days for a soccer tournament, just me and my older daughter. It was great when the other moms were with us but they left before us so now it’s just the two of us. Which is great so we can have some time together. But without the other moms distracting me, I keep thinking about my WS and all the shit he’s done and he broke our family. I’m just so damn sad. I know I need to be strong and shake it off but it’s so hard. I guess I’m just venting.
leafields ( Guide #63517) posted at 3:28 PM on Friday, July 11th, 2025
What do you like to do for fun? Do you have any hobbies or interests that you used to have that you could start doing again? Is there somewhere that you could volunteer?
Your join date was only a year ago, and if that's when dday was, you're still early in your healing journey. Please practice self-care and realize that you still have a long way to go in your healing journey. This isn't easy. You do need to find other options so you aren't relying on others for your happiness or validation.
It sometimes takes baby steps to begin the journey to healing,
BW M 34years, Dday 1: March 2018, Dday 2: August 2019, D final 2/25/21
