Hi all. So I’m approximately 10 weeks since DD. My husband has been the perfect man since all this came out. His been open and honest answered all questions. He is receiving IC. We are also in CC every week.
My husband has taken accountability for his actions and poor decision making and appears to be regretful.
He has given me passwords for his phone his location and communicates what his doing ect.
At first this all felt good. However I’m now having second thoughts. I don’t know what I want, some days I just want to walk away as I feel he took the Pi** and lied so hard, almost sent me crazy but I was right about everything all along.
My husband despite him cheating for a year- was always present and done what he needed to do , he didn’t treat me bad while he was having his affair. (Except Lie) when I got a hunch about something.
I’ve also got a small baby (8months) and have been suffering with post partum depression since she has been born. I’m wondering if this is clouding my decision making.
I love my husband but am disappointed and just feel our relationship will never be the same again. Some days I want it will to work and other I’m like my husband is having his cake and eat it- his cheated for a year got her pregnant and I’ve taken him back. I feel like a fool.
I need support and advice please. Xx
