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Thin Line Between Love and Hate - The Persuaders

The title says it all...

"It's a thin line between love and hate...

The sweetest woman in the world

Can be the meanest woman in the world

If you make her that way, you keep on hurting her

She keeps being quiet

She might be holding something inside

That really really hurt you one day"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sFQ8vhDnjv4

Thankfully the anger is long gone and I've moved on.

[This message edited by LineInTheSand at 1:16 PM, September 11th (Tuesday)]

Pray for you - jaron and the long road to love

How quickly you forget - Eli Young Band

Over when its Over - Eric Church

Enough is Enough - Eli Young Band

Let her Cry - Hootie and the Blowfish

You'll Think About Me - Keith Urban

Im Gonna Miss Her - Brad Paisley

Learning to Walk Again by the Foo Fighters

It changes all the time. Today,it's breaking Dishes,by Rihanna.

I don't know who you think I am

I don't know who you think I am

I don't know who you think I am

I don't know who you think I am

He been gone since 3:30

Been coming home lately at 3:30

I'm super cool, I've been a fool

But now I'm hot and baby, you gon' get it

Now I ain't tripping, I ain't twisted

I ain't demented, well, just a lil' bit

I'm kicking ass, I'm taking names

I'm on flame, don't come home, babe

I'm breaking dishes up in here, all night

I ain't gon' stop until I see police lights

I'ma fight a man tonight, I'ma fight a man tonight I'ma fight a man, a man, a m-a-n A man, a man, a m-a-n

I'm still waiting, come through the door

I'm killing time, you know, bleaching your clothes

I'm roasting marshmallows on the fire

And what I'm burning is your attire

I'm getting restless, I'm getting tested

And I can't believe he's always out every night and never checks in

Is he cheating?

Man, I don't know

I'm looking 'round for something else to throw

I'm breaking dishes up in here, all night

I ain't gon' stop until I see police lights

I'ma fight a man tonight, I'ma fight a man tonightI'ma fight a man, a man, a m-a-nA man, a man, a m-a-n

I don't know who you think I am

But I really don't give a damn right now

If you don't come I'ma huff and puff and blow this, blow this, oh Blow this, blow this, I'ma blow this, blow this, ohBlow this, blow this, I'ma blow this, blow this, ohBlow this house, house down!

Dishes breaking, dishes breaking, dishes

I'm breaking dishes up in here, all night

I ain't gon' stop until I see police lights

I'ma fight a man tonight, I'ma fight a man tonightI'ma fight a man, a man, a m-a-nA man, a man, a m-a-nA man, a man, a m-a-nA man, a man, a m-a-n

Breaking, breaking, breaking, breakingDishes, dishes, dishesBreaking, breaking, breaking, breakingDishes, dishes, dishes

Breaking, breaking, breaking, breakingDishes, dishes, dishesBreaking, breaking, breaking, breakingDishes, dishes, dishes

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rIM-P91xBYA

"good thing"

American Girl!

the Tom Petty version, not so much any of the remixes

currently it's :

"learning to walk again- Foo Fighters

m.youtube.com/#/watch?v=4PkcfQtibmU&desktop_uri=%2Fwatch%3Fv%3D4PkcfQtibmU&gl=US

but i do have two songs that i would put on depending on who i was directing my rage at...

one for FWW:

"duality" -Slipknot

m.youtube.com/#/watch?v=6fVE8kSM43I&desktop_uri=%2Fwatch%3Fv%3D6fVE8kSM43I&gl=US

one for the AP:

"spit it out" -Slipknot

m.youtube.com/#/watch?v=ZPUZwriSX4M&desktop_uri=%2Fwatch%3Fv%3DZPUZwriSX4M&gl=US

and for those times when i'd just had enough:

"Five minutes alone" -Pantera

m.youtube.com/#/watch?v=7m7njvwB-Ks&desktop_uri=%2Fwatch%3Fv%3D7m7njvwB-Ks&gl=US

enjoy

stilllovingher:

I'm always looking for good, heavy, angry music to fuel my running....thanks!

glad to help

Foo Fighter's Walk as others have said, but Foo Fighter's "these days" is the best-

One of these days, the ground will drop

Out from beneath your feet

One of these days, your heart will stop

And play it's final beat

One of these days, the clocks will stop

And time won't mean a thing

One of these days, their bombs will drop

And silence everything

But it's alright

Yeah, it's alright

I said it's alright

Easy for you to say

Your heart has never been broken

Your pride has never been stolen

Not yet, not yet

One of these days

I bet your heart will be broken

I bet your pride will be stolen

I'll bet, I'll bet, I'll bet, I'll bet

One of these days

One of these days

One of these days, your eyes will close

And pain will disappear

One of these days, you will forget

To hope, and learn to fear

But it's alright

Yeah, it's alright

I said it's alright

Easy for you to say

Your heart has never been broken

Your pride has never been stolen

Not yet, not yet

One of these days

I bet your heart will be broken

I bet your pride will be stolen

I'll bet, I'll bet, I'll bet, I'll bet

One of these days

One of these days

But it's alright

Yeah, it's alright

I said it's alright

Yeah, it's alright

Don't say it's alright

Don't say it's alright

Don't say it's alright

One of these days, your heart will stop

And play it's final beat

But it's alright

Easy for you to say

Your heart has never been broken

Your pride has never been stolen

Not yet, not yet

One of these days

I bet your heart will be broken

I bet your pride will be stolen

I'll bet, I'll bet, I'll bet, I'll bet

One of these days

One of these days

and Beyonce's "resentment"

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z1aWqEa3Ce8 check this out it is amazing.

I wish I could believe you

Then I'll be alright

But now everything you told me, really don't apply

To the way I feel inside

Loving you was easy

Once upon a time

But now my suspicions of you, have multiplied

And it's all because you lied

[chorus:]

I only give you hard time

'Cause I can't go on and pretend like

I haven't tried to forget this

But I'm much too full of resentment

Just can't seem to get over

The way you hurt me

Don't know how you gave another

What didn't mean a thing

The very thing you gave to me

I thought I could forgive you

And I know you've change

As much as I wanna trust you

I know it aint the same

And it's all it's all because you lied

[chorus:]

I only give you hard time

'Cause I can't go on and pretend like

I haven't tried to forget this

But I'm much too full of resentment

I may never understand why

I'm doing the best that I can and I

I tried and I tried to forget this

But I'm much too full of resentment

(You lied)

I'll always remember feelin'

(You lied)

Like I was no good

(You lied)

Like I couldn't do it for you

(You lied)

like your mistress could

(ohh yeah)

And it's all because you lied.

(You lied)

Loved you more than ever

(You lied)

More than my own life

(You lied)

But this part of me I gave you

(You lied)

It was sacrifice

(Sacrifice)

And it's all because you lied

[chorus:]

I only give you hard time

'Cause I can't go on and pretend like

I tried and tried to forget this

(I tried and I tired and I tired)

But I'm too damn much too full of resentment

I know she was attractive

But I was here first

Been ridin' with you for 6 years

Why did I deserve

To be treated this way by you (you)

I know your probably thinkin'

What's up with B

I been cryin' for too long

What did you do to me

I used to be so strong

Now you took my soul

I'm cryin'

Can't stop cryin'

Can't stop cryin'

You coulda told me

You wasn't happy

I know you didn't wanna hurt me

But look what you done done to me now

I gotta look at her in her eyes

And see she's half of me (You lied)

How could you lie (You lied)

[This message edited by welcome14 at 8:30 PM, September 11th (Tuesday)]

What Ever It Takes by Lifehouse.

All In by Lifehouse.

I Won't Give Up by Jason Mraz.

Living In The Moment by Jason Mraz.

Awake My Soul by Mumford & Sons.

Right now, with R looking possible, Jason Mraz I won't give up.

When it looked over, Maroon 5 Payphone

When I was really despairing, an oldie but goody, Meatloaf Is nothing sacred anymore

Still tear up from it: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=02nIKodm_3I

And We Are the Fallen "Sleep well my angel" had the lines that were my quote for a while: Under the ash and the lies, something beautiful once here now dies, and the tears sting my eyes...

And my angry song (until my son heard it and cried) Weird Al spend one more minute with you I highly recommend it, if you want to laugh and be angry at the same time. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yWhpk-8QLFQ

[This message edited by WTFfatheroffive at 9:20 PM, September 11th (Tuesday)]

This song is in my head today after MC/IC session.

"Something I Can Never Have"

by Nine Inch Nails

I still recall the taste of your tears.

Echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears.

My favorite dreams of you still wash ashore.

Scraping through my head 'till I don't want to sleep anymore.

[Chorus:]

You make this all go away.

You make this all go away.

I'm down to just one thing.

And I'm starting to scare myself.

You make this all go away.

You make this all go away.

I just want something.

I just want something I can never have

You always were the one to show me how

Back then I couldn't do the things that I can do now.

This thing is slowly taking me apart.

Grey would be the color if I had a heart.

Come on tell me

[Chorus]

In this place it seems like such a shame.

Though it all looks different now,

I know it's still the same

Everywhere I look you're all I see.

Just a fading fucking reminder of who I used to be.

Come on tell me

[Chorus]

I just want something I can never have

This one comes and goes:

Should stay or should I go now

Kinks

Bad days (during A and before d day too):

circle of friends (I quit I give up)

Edie brickell

I will survive

Gloria Gaynor

Respect

Aretha Franklin

"When I said 'I do', I meant that I will...

Till the end of all time

Be faithful and true, devoted to you,

That's what I had in mind, when I said 'I do'.

Trueer than true,

You know I'll always be there for you.

That's what I had in mind -

That's what I had in mind,

When I said 'I do'."

"That I would be good" by Alanis. The first week after DDay would have been "You oughta know" but since then I've mellowed back to the old me, minus him.

My husband dedicated "Hard to Love" by Lee Brice to me.

My husband dedicated "Hard to Love" by Lee Brice to me.

Bed of Lies -- Matchbox 20

[This message edited by Afraid2LoveAgain at 4:17 PM, September 12th (Wednesday)]

Mine: Impossible by Shontelle

I remember years ago

Someone told me I should take

Caution when it comes to love

I did, I did

And you were strong and I was not

My illusion, my mistake

I was careless, I forgot

I did

And now when all is done

There is nothing to say

You have gone and so effortlessly

You have won

You can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now

Shout it from the roof tops

Write it on the sky line

All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy

And my heart is broken

All my scars are open

Tell them what I hoped would be the

Impossible, impossible

Impossible, impossible

Falling out of love is hard

Falling for betrayal is worst

Broken trust and broken hearts

I know, I know

Thinking all you need is there

Building faith on love is worst

Empty promises will wear

I know, I know

And now when all is gone

There is nothing to say

And if you're done with embarrassing me

On your own you can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now

Shout it from the roof tops

Write it on the sky line

All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy

And my heart is broken

All my scars are open

Tell them what I hoped would be the

Impossible, impossible

Impossible, impossible

Impossible, impossible

Impossible, impossible!

Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)

I remember years ago

Someone told me I should take

Caution when it comes to love

I did

Tell them all I know now

Shout it from the roof tops

Write it on the sky line

All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy

And my heart is broken

All my scars are open

Tell them what I hoped would be the

Impossible, impossible

Impossible, impossible

Impossible, impossible

Impossible, impossible

I remember years ago

Someone told me I should take

Caution when it comes to love

I did...

FWH said this song feels like I'm yelling at him (in the nicest way possible ) -

I Should Have Known - Foo Fighters

I should have known,

That it would end this way,

I should have known,

There was no other way,

Didn't hear your warning,

Damn my heart gone deaf.

I should have known,

Look at the shape you're in,

I should have known,

But I dove right in,

One thing is for certain,

As I'm standing here,

I should have known.

Lay your hands in mine,

Heal me one last time,

Though I cannot forgive you yet,

No I cannot forgive you yet,

You leave my heart in debt,

I should have known,

I was inside of you,

I should have known,

There was that side of you,

Came without a warning,

Caught me on a web,

I should have known,

I've been here before,

I should have known,

Don't want it anymore,

One thing is for certain,

I'm still standing here,

I should have known.

Lay your hands in mine,

Feel me one last time,

Though I cannot forgive you yet,

No I cannot forgive you yet,

You leave my heart in debt

No I cannot forgive you yet

No I cannot forgive you yet

You leave my heart in debt

I should have known

Maybe you was right,

Didn't wanna fight,

I should have known,

Couldn't read the signs,

Couldn't see the light,

I should have known,

Though I cannot forgive you yet,

Though I cannot forgive you yet,

You leave my heart in debt,

No I could not forgive you yet,

No I could not forgive you yet,

You leave my heart in debt,

No I cannot forgive you yet,

No I cannot forgive you yet,

You leave us all in debt,

I should have known.