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StillLivin ( member #40229) posted at 9:36 PM on Tuesday, July 29th, 2014
About a month later. We had sex once, it was awkward and I felt dirty. I never let him touch me again. Uhggg, he is completely disgusting to me. If you saw what he fornicated with you would totally understand.
"Bitch please a good man can't be stolen." ROFLMAO - SBB: 7/2/2014
PrtyInPink ( member #44148) posted at 10:26 PM on Tuesday, July 29th, 2014
about 9-10 days.
When I first found out I was absolutely disgusted at the thought of him sticking his dick in someone else. But I finally got the story out of him and I almost felt more connected with him after he opened up to me. I was so afraid that I'd have a trigger in the middle of sex and not be able to finish. But honestly, it was the most incredible sex I've had in a LONG time. The next day we went on a date to a city which was about an hour away. We had a very romantic dinner and then proceeded to get a hotel room just because we couldn't keep our hands off each other. I wonder if part of me was feeding into his sexual need that I supposedly wasn't giving him (which is why he continued on with an EA). I guess I have no idea why I did it. I have read an article in the healing library that talks about how sex can be a very enjoyous thing after dday. Funny how that works.
Me: 30ish Him: 30ish
Together 15 yrs, Married 10 yrs
His #1 EA D-day 10/20/09
His #2 PA/EA D-day 7/11/14
My EA D-day 10/21/09
Reconciling...slowly but surely.
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