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Aubrie (original poster member #33886) posted at 6:54 PM on Monday, August 26th, 2013
My sister had another miscarriage.
I just found out, she lost her baby 10 days ago. And it all makes sense now. I knew all along. Not intellectually, but in my spirit. Something within sensed it.
I feel like I've been dying the past 10 days. Heart bleeding, tears pouring, soul screaming, agonizing pain. I felt I was going insane. Could not get a grip on my pain and loss. Could not understand why I hurt so dang bad. Every image of a newborn, every thought of my Angel Baby, shredded me. The feeling of loss was so great, I couldn't wrap my mind around it. Couldn't fathom where the triggers were coming from.
Now it makes sense.
Life sucks. She doesn't deserve this hurt. Not once, let alone twice.
"Courage is being scared to death and saddling up anyway." - J. Wayne
click4it ( member #209) posted at 6:57 PM on Monday, August 26th, 2013
What an incredibly caring sister you are. She is SO lucky to have you - and you have each other. I'm so sorry for her loss. ((((hugs)))
Me: 45
Two boys: 20 and 17
Divorced 12-13-05
d-day 10-02-01
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abbycadabby ( member #27428) posted at 6:59 PM on Monday, August 26th, 2013
Oh Aubrie. I'm so sorry you and your sis are hurting. I will keep you all in my prayers.
((((Aubrie and sis))))
MovingUpward ( member #14866) posted at 7:00 PM on Monday, August 26th, 2013
I am sorry for you, your sister and the baby. Sending prayers
Jrazz ( member #31349) posted at 7:01 PM on Monday, August 26th, 2013
I'm so sorry. 
When travesty hits my sister (she had miscarriages as well) I can feel it too.
(((Aubrie84)))
"Don't give up, the beginning is always the hardest." - Deeply Scared's mom
Tred ( member #34086) posted at 7:06 PM on Monday, August 26th, 2013
Sending my condolences Aubrie.
Married: 27 years (14 @JFO) D-Day: 11/09/11"Ohhhhh...shut up Tred!" - NOT the official SI motto (DS)
5454real ( member #37455) posted at 7:16 PM on Monday, August 26th, 2013
my prayers for you and your family.
BH 58, WW 49
DS 31(Mine),SD 29,SS 28(Hers),DS 16 Ours, DGS 11, DGD 8, DGS 3
D=Day #1 5/04EA (Rugswept)
D-Day #2 3/10/12, TT til 3/13/12
Married 13yrs
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LosferWords ( member #30369) posted at 7:19 PM on Monday, August 26th, 2013
I'm really sorry to hear this, Aubrie. Heartfelt condolences to you and your family.
gahurts ( member #33699) posted at 7:28 PM on Monday, August 26th, 2013
I am so sorry Aubrie. I hope you and your sister can find peace.
"Strength does not come from physical capacity. It comes from an indominable will" - Mahatma Gandi
"Courage is being scared to death and saddling up anyway." - Aubrie
nowiknow23 ( member #33226) posted at 7:28 PM on Monday, August 26th, 2013
(((((Aubrie, sister, and angel babies)))))
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And never grow a wishbone, daughter, where your backbone ought to be.
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jrc1963 ( member #26531) posted at 8:19 PM on Monday, August 26th, 2013
Me: BSO - 56 Him: FWSO - 79 DS - 23 D-Day - 12-11-09, R - he finally came homeYour life is an Occasion. Rise to it. - Mr. Magorium, "Mr. Magorium's Wonder Emporium"
authenticnow ( member #16024) posted at 8:20 PM on Monday, August 26th, 2013
DS, you are forever in my heart. Thank you for sharing your beautiful spirit with me. I will always try to live by the example you have set. I love you and miss you every day and am sorry you had to go so soon, it just doesn't seem fair.
jo2love ( member #31528) posted at 8:39 PM on Monday, August 26th, 2013
(((Sis, Aubrie, & family)))
Gottagetthrough ( member #27325) posted at 8:44 PM on Monday, August 26th, 2013
TattoodChinaDoll ( member #34602) posted at 10:08 PM on Monday, August 26th, 2013
((((Aubrie, Sis, and family))))
Wow...that just sucks beyond belief. It effing sucks. You all are in my prayers.
Me: 35
WH: 37 TimeToManUp
Married: 14 years, together 19 years
3 daughters: 12, 8, 6, and 2 angel babies (2013 and 2014)
D-Day: 12/21/2011
Confronted him: 12/22/2011
This is the most difficult thing I've ever done.
purplejacket4 ( member #34262) posted at 10:52 PM on Monday, August 26th, 2013
I am so sorry for y'all's lost.
My sister has had two miscarriages in the last two years also. :-(
She's currently 21 weeks with her third son and I'll be worried sick until he's safely in the newborn nursery.
Being a doctor who did OB up until last spring I know way too damn much.
May blessings be on you and your family.
Me: BS 50
Her: FWS 53 (both family med MDs; together 23 years)
OW: who cares (PhD)
Dday: 10/11: 11/11 TT for months; NC 8/12
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Aubrie (original poster member #33886) posted at 2:02 AM on Tuesday, August 27th, 2013
Thanks everyone. I really appreciate it. Today sucked and the last think I wanted to do with my evening is make another charm to add to her Angel Baby necklace.
When travesty hits my sister (she had miscarriages as well) I can feel it too.
So I'm not the only one. I felt a little like a lunatic for admitting to that.
She told me she'd lost the baby and I was like, "I know." Her jaw dropped. I didn't know, know. But it just made sense. It clicked. Maybe I'm going crazy, I dunno. She actually seemed to find some comfort in it when I told her.
I totally understand Dr. PJ. If my sister can carry another one, we're all going to be on pins and needles till delivery.
"Courage is being scared to death and saddling up anyway." - J. Wayne
JustDone ( member #9742) posted at 6:32 PM on Wednesday, August 28th, 2013
Hugs to you and your sister.
Sending a song to you both:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S2uC_ODp-Dc
Madhatter
Forgiveness is giving up the possibility of a better past.
Aubrie (original poster member #33886) posted at 6:52 PM on Wednesday, August 28th, 2013
Thanks for posting that. 
"Courage is being scared to death and saddling up anyway." - J. Wayne
JustDone ( member #9742) posted at 7:06 PM on Wednesday, August 28th, 2013
You're very welcome. 
Madhatter
Forgiveness is giving up the possibility of a better past.
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