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Yes she is also married with children and it appears her husband has taken her back. I'm convinced if that hadn't happened then they would be continuing the affair right now. He is telling me he doesn't know what he wants in terms of continuing our marriage but does want to support me in my pregnancy and when baby is here (whatever that may mean to him). It's so hard and I am terrified for that as in less than 6 months I will be giving birth so feels like there is a time pressure as well on decisions to be made.

Go back to my post and what The1stWife is suggesting.
Instead of giving him the power of telling you that he’s not sure about the future of the marriage and then willy-wabbling around while there is no answer, then YOU tell him that you aren’t so sure about the future of the marriage, but YOU are getting out of infidelity. With or without him.
If he decides to tag along, then that’s totally HIS choice, but it’s also based on you accepting him along too. Make it clear that the further along you get out of infidelity, the less inclined you will be to wait for him to meet your requirements.

Don’t be an option, be a priority. This is my opinion. See a lawyer. Have papers drawn up. Sit him down and tell him he has one chance to grow up or you are filing. A pregnancy is very hard on your body so this added stress is not good for your health. You are growing a baby….the only small one. The big baby you are dealing with knows right from wrong. He knows he is harming you. What gives him the right!!? This is your one life. You matter. Please remember that.

But you know him, and I don’t, so do what you can to protect yourself. He might become an adult. You never know.

Bigger is right, take control. Wouldn’t be a bad idea to talk to an attorney for advice on the upcoming birth. Having boundaries established will help after giving birth. Doing that will help you in long run and will show him you are being proactive.
I would still contact the other spouse. I bet he has no clue the depth of her betrayal.

Yes she is married and her husband has taken her back (I did contact him and sent him the screenshots I managed to get) so it looks like the affair is over purely because she has dropped him. He is still speaking to her though as she apparently asked if I had let him move back in yet. He has a lot of anger towards me and is asking for his half of the money back for future events we have booked. Today I have felt the worst since I initially found out about the affair. Is it normal to feel like you are going backwards at this stage?

If they’re still talking the affair is still going on. Let her husband know asap.

Anytime you get new info it will set you back. Knowing they are still talking is a huge step back. Her husband needs to know this.

And yes, your emotions will be a real roller coaster ride for a while. This is why we are pushing hard for your to focus on you and your baby. Try meditation apps to help settle your nerves, and talk walks.

Dear Smokey15,

Yes...it is very normal to feel like you are going backwards. Please understand you have experienced what is called "Betrayal Trauma". This is actually thought to be just as bad or worse than the PTSD that those who have been in war experience. There has been literal changes in your brain. Please know you will get through this.

Also know you are precious and what he did had nothing to do with something you caused. It was altogether about character flaws in him, and the lies he told himself and believed.

I highly suggest going to YouTube and search "Dr. Jake Porter" and watch his content. He does an amazing job at helping you understand what has happened to you, and it brings great hope.

Draw near to your family, really lean on them. Also draw near to God. He is the only reason I was able to survive the betrayal I experienced. Jesus truly does understand and He will heal your broken heart. You are loved. ❤️🙏

I'm really sorry, but what happened happened.

Now it's not the crap he has been piling around his family that defines you, but how you're going to react to it and handle the toughest challenge.

Life isn't over, it's just that it's become different, more violent, but you still have hope and your have new main person - your future child.

I do not know what you will decide, but believe me, in the long run, leaving is the best solution.

You can forgive him in the evangelical sense, but you will never forget the betrayal, and this elephant in the room will always be present as long as your cheating husband is around. This is how our psyche works.

You may not be ready to take the plunge yet and hope for something, but in the best interests of you and the child, at least you need to start preparing for the inevitable right now. Don't cause any more scandals, don't warn him about anything, just tell him that the decision will be made after giving birth. Let him suffer in limbo.

Contact a lawyer and prepare the divorce papers - you will need them even if you decide to stay. Think about your finances and where you can go to live with your child.

If you have a family to support you, that's a huge advantage. If I were you, I would open up to someone I can trust (family members, friends).

Hit him with divorce when you feel ready, and he's the most vulnerable. You have to hit hard and unexpectedly.

I wish you an easy delivery and a healthy baby.

Good luck, sis!

[This message edited by LeoOmela at 1:53 PM, Saturday, March 14th]