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I hadn't listened to "When you were mine" by the Dixie Chicks in ages. Just cried like a baby, thanks. :)

I will add this song - Rainbow by Kacey Musgraves. It's more of a things are going to be alright song. Makes me cry too - but in a good way. It's what we need to believe as BSes who are trying to get out of infidelity.

Blacktop Mojo - Can't Sleep

Love, love, love this. The video might be a little cathartic too...or hit too close to home.

oh, oh, oh and how could I forget.

2 black Cadillacs - Carrie Underwood.

Rolling in the Deep - Adele

No Surprise - Daughtry

Stronger - Kelly Clarkson

I Don't Want to Go On With You Like That - Elton John

You're No Good - Linda Ronstadt

Respect - Train

No more Mr. nice guy By Alice Cooper

Last night it was:

Fuck Away the Pain by Divide the Day

Porn Star Dancing by My Darkest Days

Slutgarden by Marilyn Manson

Bad Girlfriend by Theory of a Deadman

... and a whole slew of songs by Three Day's Grace

Another good one from Theory of a Deadman; Straight Jacket

I wear a 36 long, white is my color

A little tight in the shoulder

But you know, it still fit me good

I wear a 36 long, white is my color

A little tight in the shoulder

But you know, still fit me good

Anyone can see we're a perfect match

An innocent boy and a psychopath

A week's worth of dating and you talk about moving in (I talk about moving too fast)

My mom disapproved and my friends would say

To break the girl's heart but I'm too afraid

Her clickbait body was a tractor beam

She was a Tesla Model S with the ludicrous speed

The sex was good but we always fight

I'd try to leave your sorry ass but end up spending the night

Your sweetness, my weakness, you're mean though ingenious

Nothing can go between us (aye, have you seen us?)

I've lost it, you're toxic, I botched this, I'm nauseous

Man, I gotta be

Out of my mind, be going crazy

'Cause it doesn't faze me

Yeah, the way you treat me so bad

I must be out of my brain

Hallucinating

Girl, well it doesn't faze me

Yeah, the way you treat me so bad

I must be out of my mind

Free at last, I'm free at last

Something I'll never say is "I'm free at last"

She ain't around so I can vent and get it off my chest

(So here we go, three, two, one)

And you're supercali-pessimistic-expiali-narcissistic

You are Mary Poppins, you'll be soon be going out of business

Guys, let me witness, you got a Honda Civic

'Cause you're backseat driving my life

I just wanna sleep my life away

I must be

Out of my mind, be going crazy

'Cause it doesn't faze me

Yeah, the way you treat me so bad

I must be out of my brain

Hallucinating

Girl, well it doesn't phase me

Yeah, the way you treat me so bad

Bad, bad, bad, bad, bad, bad, bad, bad

I'm freaking out, I'm panic attacking

Yeah, I mentally had it, now my living room's padded

I'm a sadist, I'm addicted to this heroin

You're Tonya Harding and I'm your Nancy Kerrigan

Like Lloyd Braun, I just wanted serenity

But you had to go testing me, gave me suicide tendencies

Your little games, your little, little games

You tricked me into staying, your playing is getting lame

From touching your sweet things to tracking your calls

Go from smacking your ass to punching holes in the walls

Go from sending me fire news to eyeing up other dudes

From picking a favorite song to playlisting breaking tunes

Started so high, now I can hardly breathe

Go from weak in the knees to be too weak I can't leave

You called it, it's all my fault, this I know

Guess I'm better off dead inside than being alone

I just wanna sleep my life away, oh

I must be out of my mind, be going crazy

'Cause it doesn't faze me

Yeah, the way you treat me so bad

I must be out of my brain

Hallucinating

Girl, well it doesn't phase me

Yeah, the way you treat me so bad

I must be out of my mind

Yeah, yeah, oh

I must be out of my mind

(And you're supercali-pessimistic-expiali-narcissistic

You are Mary Poppins, you'll be soon be going out of business)

Yeah, oh, bad, bad, bad, bad, bad, bad, bad, bad, bad

Just heard a song "How to Break a Heart" by Westlife

I have to take it old school because I haven't listened to this kind of music in quite a while.

Can't Hold Us Down- Christina Aguilera

Torn- Natalie Imbruglia

Over You- Daughtry

And the divorce classic / best break up song ever, I Will Survive by the amazing Gloria Gaynor

Goodbye my lover -James blunt.

Say something (I'm giving up on you)

Missing your love - johnny lang

Waffle House by Colt Ford

It's about a dude that found out his wife was running around. It's a bit redneck, but so am I. It really hits home as he basically goes through all the emotions though the song.

Added like 30 - 40 songs to my current playlist going through these songs heh.

"Rain" Cunninlynguist

"Drunk Dial" Cunninlynguist

"Rivers in the Desert" Persona 5 soundtrack

"Everybody Loves Somebody" Dean Martin

"Happy" Pharrel Williams

"Apologize" Timbaland

"F**k You" Ceelo Green

"Somebody that I used to Know" Gotye

"Irreplaceable" Beyonce

"Living Without Your Love" Virtual Vice

"Let her go" Passenger

"Insomia" Faithless

Linkin Park in general resonates with me

Random Songs:

"Ashes to Ashes" David Bowie

"The Man Who Sold The World" Midge Ure Cover

"Feather" Nujabes feat. Cise Starr and Akin

"Make you feel that way" Nujabes

"Fatty Boom Boom" Die Antwood

"Drunk Dial" Cunninlynguist

"Sugar" Robin Schulz (love the MV)

"Chicken Attack" Song Voyage (again MVH

I'm listening to a lot of songs with more energy, so even when it has a sad story it's still kind of energizing.

"I'll take Terrible Lie by Nine Inch Nails for 1000 Alex"

Heart cooks brain.

Just let go

Water in a well

The Storm

Sturgill Simpson

Not normally my genre, but DS when he was in jr high listened to Matchbox20 and I really liked and followed Rob Thomas. He and his wife have been together a long time. His new album Chipped Tooth Smile has a few songs. Tomorrow, Cant Help Me Now, Worst in Me. The whole album makes me think theyve been through some crap.

Fratres by Arvo Part - it conveys almost perfectly the sense of desolation, grief and more.

My current playlist right now is almost exclusively Hollywood Undead, Marilyn Manson, Machinehead, Five Finger Death Punch, and Linkin Park.

I've been streaming the new Tool album on repeat. It's fire, and it's burning Taylor Swift's new album to ashes, and that makes me giggle.

Although, honestly, if I'm wanting to tone down the testosterone and cortisol, I have a playlist that is nine 3 hour compilations of relaxing video game music. It's great to write to, doesn't fire off the anger/hurt/betrayal receptors, and I can play it at a normal volume instead of shaking the plaster off the walls.

Not that I'm opposed to that at all... I mean, I have a 36" soundbar and I wanna use it, dammit.

Momma Sed"

Wake up, son of mine

Momma got something to tell you

Changes come

Life will have it's way

With your pride, son

Take it like a man

Hang on, son of mine

A storm is blowing up your horizon

Changes come

Keep your dignity

Take the high road

Take it like a man

Listen up, son of mine

Momma got something to tell you

All about growing pains

Life will pound away

Where the light don't shine, son

Take it like a man

Suck it up, son of mine

Thunder blowing up your horizon

Changes come (Changes come)

Keep your dignity (Keep your dignity)

Take the high road (Take the high road)

Take it like a man (Take it like a man)

Momma said like the rain (This, too, shall pass)

Like a kidney stone (This, too, shall pass)

It's just a broken heart, son

This pain will pass away

[This message edited by MrCrumb at 7:09 PM, September 10th (Tuesday)]

It's Too Late - Carole King (and more), but that's all I came up with right now.

BTW, good ideas! This is only my 2nd post, and it's easier than anything else I'd write. I may add more later.

BTW, (oh I forgot who did it and I can't see it while I type this,.....sorry)

your idea "I'm Looking Through You" by the Beatles was perfect!