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2oldforthis ( member #19825) posted at 8:33 PM on Thursday, August 29th, 2013
(PPGA) I can't even imagine how painful this is for you and your family.
Hugs.
He did not see what he had in me, what I saw in him I did not have!
Love kills slowly.
Kajem ( member #36134) posted at 11:14 PM on Thursday, August 29th, 2013
I trust you is a better compliment than I love you, because you may not trust the person you love, but you can always love the person you trust. - UnknownRelationships are like sharing a book, it doesn't work if you're not on the same page.
painpaingoaway (original poster member #27196) posted at 9:05 PM on Thursday, September 5th, 2013
I am in complete despair now.
D-Day June 2009
Watch my movie: "My wayward husband's adventures in STD land":
Episode 1: youtu.be/9Jv0-d_CdYc
Episode 2: http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=8Tz822H82Gk
ajsmom ( member #17460) posted at 9:10 PM on Thursday, September 5th, 2013
Talk to us, hon.
What's going on???
((((ppga))))
Fidelity isn't a feeling...it's a choice.
"Truth has no special time of its own. Its hour is now - always." - Albert Schweitzer
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ThoughtIKnewYa ( member #18449) posted at 9:21 PM on Thursday, September 5th, 2013
(((ppga)))
What's going on now?
painpaingoaway (original poster member #27196) posted at 9:35 PM on Thursday, September 5th, 2013
Just complete and utter frustration. Feeling fucking hatred for everything. Can't get any fucking help for my son even though I am now willing to PAY for it. But, alas, there is nowhere for him to go immediately. NO fucking where.
And the fucking country wonders why Sandy Hooks happen.
What a fucking joke.
[This message edited by painpaingoaway at 3:36 PM, September 5th (Thursday)]
D-Day June 2009
Watch my movie: "My wayward husband's adventures in STD land":
Episode 1: youtu.be/9Jv0-d_CdYc
Episode 2: http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=8Tz822H82Gk
painpaingoaway (original poster member #27196) posted at 9:43 PM on Thursday, September 5th, 2013
But a hummingbird just came to my feeder, so I have decided that's a sign of an angel hovering nearby to help us.
Can you tell I'm drunk?
D-Day June 2009
Watch my movie: "My wayward husband's adventures in STD land":
Episode 1: youtu.be/9Jv0-d_CdYc
Episode 2: http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=8Tz822H82Gk
ThoughtIKnewYa ( member #18449) posted at 10:00 PM on Thursday, September 5th, 2013
I'm sure there are angels watching over you!!
I don't know, pain... At this point, I might be tempted to let him get wasted and take him to the ER. They have to take him THEN, right??
painpaingoaway (original poster member #27196) posted at 10:10 PM on Thursday, September 5th, 2013
I don't know, pain... At this point, I might be tempted to let him get wasted and take him to the ER. They have to take him THEN, right??
Sadly, that is usually what it takes. But, I have a friend in the ER, and the wait there for a bed in a psychiatric unit is 4 days right now.
D-Day June 2009
Watch my movie: "My wayward husband's adventures in STD land":
Episode 1: youtu.be/9Jv0-d_CdYc
Episode 2: http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=8Tz822H82Gk
ThoughtIKnewYa ( member #18449) posted at 10:19 PM on Thursday, September 5th, 2013
I don't understand why there's a problem with 'the system' understanding the urgency of the matter. He's CLEARLY a danger to himself and others. He has a history of being a danger to himself, which resulted in a traumatic brain injury, which exacerbated his issues with being a danger to himself and others.
It seems pretty simple to me.
I feel your frustration, (((pain))).
CheaterMagnet ( member #33581) posted at 10:59 PM on Thursday, September 5th, 2013
((((((PPGA))))))
I am holding you and your dear son into the light. I wish there was something concrete I could do for him and for you.
If Happy Ever After did exist, I would still be holding you like this.
All those fairly tales are full of shit.
One more fucking love song I'll be sick. ~ Maroon 5
metamorphisis ( member #12041) posted at 11:41 PM on Thursday, September 5th, 2013
Have you tried this one Pain?
http://www.brylin.com/
They have (from what I've been told from family in the field) an excellent dual diagnosis program. They are private though, so I don't know what your insurance would cover or not. Just a thought 
[This message edited by SI Staff at 5:44 PM, September 5th (Thursday)]
Go softly my sweet friend. You will always be a part of who I am.
painpaingoaway (original poster member #27196) posted at 12:45 AM on Saturday, October 12th, 2013
At the ER trying to get my son admitted. He is suicidal.
He came willingly this time, thank God. No police, no hand cuffs and shackles, so I'm pretty calm. Just very lonely, as my H left this morning for Colorado.
I'm just so sad.
D-Day June 2009
Watch my movie: "My wayward husband's adventures in STD land":
Episode 1: youtu.be/9Jv0-d_CdYc
Episode 2: http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=8Tz822H82Gk
authenticnow ( member #16024) posted at 12:46 AM on Saturday, October 12th, 2013
(((((((PPGA))))))))
Prayers for your son.
DS, you are forever in my heart. Thank you for sharing your beautiful spirit with me. I will always try to live by the example you have set. I love you and miss you every day and am sorry you had to go so soon, it just doesn't seem fair.
painpaingoaway (original poster member #27196) posted at 1:04 AM on Saturday, October 12th, 2013
D-Day June 2009
Watch my movie: "My wayward husband's adventures in STD land":
Episode 1: youtu.be/9Jv0-d_CdYc
Episode 2: http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=8Tz822H82Gk
ThoughtIKnewYa ( member #18449) posted at 1:09 AM on Saturday, October 12th, 2013
gonnabe2016 ( member #34823) posted at 1:11 AM on Saturday, October 12th, 2013
I'm thinking of you PPGA.
(((hugs)))
"Oh, what a tangled web we weave when first we practice to deceive." - Sir Walter Scott
In my effort to be *concise*, I often come off as blunt and harsh. Sorry, don't mean to be offensive.
LosferWords ( member #30369) posted at 1:20 AM on Saturday, October 12th, 2013
nowiknow23 ( member #33226) posted at 1:31 AM on Saturday, October 12th, 2013
(((((ppga & son))))) Holding you both, honey.
You can call me NIK
And never grow a wishbone, daughter, where your backbone ought to be.
― Sarah McMane
jo2love ( member #31528) posted at 1:46 AM on Saturday, October 12th, 2013
(((ppga & son)))
Keeping both of you in my thoughts and prayers.
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