I was right not to confide in my best friend. I have just seen a comment from her on a public post regarding a celebrity leaving a marriage because of infedelity, her response was "if he done it once he is guaranteed to do it again, a leopard never changes his spots"
Even though her marriage went through shaky ground when she caught her husband speaking to a female and using the Love word, but this was prior to mobile phones so no evidence existed, they got through it with him denying it wasn't how it looked, yet she makes sweeping statements like this, like she has completely forgotten this could have easily been her.
It has made me realize that my doubts about reconciliation NEVER come from my husband, they come from outside, the public opinion that what I am doing is wrong. I have lived my life always blending in, always doing what others expected, never having a voice of my own so to pick this battle as my first rodeo of doing what I want and not what others expect...bloody hell it is a battle!!!
