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Amazonia (original poster member #32810) posted at 3:38 PM on Wednesday, July 10th, 2013
Can't really go into details, but things at work are getting increasingly uncomfortable, and the stress is starting to make me sick. Still waiting on the job offer that was supposed to come and hasn't, for a dream job that would line up perfectly with finishing school.
Suffice it to say, I've been fighting tears most of the morning at my desk.
Something needs to break soon, and I'm really hoping it's not my emotional health.
I don't like asking for mojo, because I know that I've got it pretty good - I have a job, if an uncomfortable one, and I'm financially stable even if something happens, but ... something needs to change.
ETA Maybe I need positive energy more than mojo.
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Update on page 3: (Spoiler alert: I got the job! 
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[This message edited by Amazonia at 8:45 AM, July 17th (Wednesday)]
"You yourself deserve your love and affection as much as anybody in the universe." -Buddha
"Let's face it, life is a crap shoot." -Sad in AZ
ajsmom ( member #17460) posted at 3:45 PM on Wednesday, July 10th, 2013
Covering you, Ama. Get your armor on!
Deep breaths. Take a walk later if you can.
Remember: THEY DON'T MATTER.
Focus on the future.
We've got your back.
(((Ama)))
AJ's MOM
Fidelity isn't a feeling...it's a choice.
"Truth has no special time of its own. Its hour is now - always." - Albert Schweitzer
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One AMAZING DS - 34
sisoon ( Moderator #31240) posted at 3:46 PM on Wednesday, July 10th, 2013
fBH (me) - on d-day: 66, Married 43, together 45, same sex apDDay - 12/22/2010Recover'd and R'edYou don't have to like your boundaries. You just have to set and enforce them.
jo2love ( member #31528) posted at 3:47 PM on Wednesday, July 10th, 2013
(((Ama)))
Sending you mojo.
Tred ( member #34086) posted at 3:47 PM on Wednesday, July 10th, 2013
Married: 27 years (14 @JFO) D-Day: 11/09/11"Ohhhhh...shut up Tred!" - NOT the official SI motto (DS)
MovingUpward ( member #14866) posted at 3:52 PM on Wednesday, July 10th, 2013
I don't like asking for mojo
Mojo is free, so keep asking if you need it.
(((ama)))
Kajem ( member #36134) posted at 3:56 PM on Wednesday, July 10th, 2013
Sending Mojo... and virtual hugs...you sound like you need one.
K
I trust you is a better compliment than I love you, because you may not trust the person you love, but you can always love the person you trust. - UnknownRelationships are like sharing a book, it doesn't work if you're not on the same page.
lieshurt ( member #14003) posted at 4:19 PM on Wednesday, July 10th, 2013
Maybe I need positive energy more than mojo.
Sending both your way!
No one changes unless they want to. Not if you beg them. Not if you shame them. Not if you use reason, emotion, or tough love. There is only one thing that makes someone change: their own realization that they need to.
jrc1963 ( member #26531) posted at 4:42 PM on Wednesday, July 10th, 2013
Mojo and positive energy flowing your way...
Me: BSO - 56 Him: FWSO - 79 DS - 23 D-Day - 12-11-09, R - he finally came homeYour life is an Occasion. Rise to it. - Mr. Magorium, "Mr. Magorium's Wonder Emporium"
nowiknow23 ( member #33226) posted at 5:01 PM on Wednesday, July 10th, 2013
Mojo, positive energy, and tons of hugs all coming your way. (((((Ama))))) 
You can call me NIK
And never grow a wishbone, daughter, where your backbone ought to be.
― Sarah McMane
Sad in AZ ( member #24239) posted at 5:33 PM on Wednesday, July 10th, 2013
Boy, do I know the feeling Ama. I hope you get good news soon.
You are important and you matter. Your feelings matter. Your voice matters. Your story matters. Your life matters. Always.
Me: FBS (no longer betrayed nor a spouse)-63
D-day: 2007 (two years before finding SI)
S: 6/2010; D: 3/2011
Williesmom ( member #22870) posted at 6:08 PM on Wednesday, July 10th, 2013
((Ama))
Hang in there. It will get better.
You can stuff your sorries in a sack, mister. -George Costanza
There is a special place in hell for women who don't help other women. - Madeleine Albright
itainteasy ( member #31094) posted at 8:20 PM on Wednesday, July 10th, 2013
((Ama))
I hope your day improved...
sending you "rest of the week mojo"..
inconnu ( member #24518) posted at 10:38 PM on Wednesday, July 10th, 2013
((ama)) mojo and positive thoughts heading your way.
There is no joy without gratitude. - Brené Brown
Crescita ( member #32616) posted at 11:25 PM on Wednesday, July 10th, 2013
“Happiness cannot be pursued; it must ensue.” ― Viktor E. Frankl, Man's Search for Meaning
FaithFool ( member #20150) posted at 11:31 PM on Wednesday, July 10th, 2013
DDay: June 15, 2008
Mistakenly married Mr. Superfreak
20 years of OWs, WTF?
Divorced Dec 26, 2011
"Life is a shipwreck, but we must not forget
to sing in the lifeboats". -- Voltaire
Amazonia (original poster member #32810) posted at 9:11 PM on Thursday, July 11th, 2013
Please keep it coming. They're laying people off again (started today during reviews), and my review is tomorrow at 10am.
I am terrified.
"You yourself deserve your love and affection as much as anybody in the universe." -Buddha
"Let's face it, life is a crap shoot." -Sad in AZ
MovingUpward ( member #14866) posted at 9:20 PM on Thursday, July 11th, 2013
jrc1963 ( member #26531) posted at 9:31 PM on Thursday, July 11th, 2013
More mojo headed your way.
Me: BSO - 56 Him: FWSO - 79 DS - 23 D-Day - 12-11-09, R - he finally came homeYour life is an Occasion. Rise to it. - Mr. Magorium, "Mr. Magorium's Wonder Emporium"
jo2love ( member #31528) posted at 10:08 PM on Thursday, July 11th, 2013
Sending super mojo and hugs.
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