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Praying-kesha

Sometimes love just ain't enough-Patty Smyth

Take a bow-Madonna

Love The Way You Lie

Both the Eminem and Skylar Grey versions are pretty poignant, for different reasons.

Gravity by Sara Bareilles really touched on my feelings a while back. I'm not in the same space these days but it still moves me.

Every Lie - My Darkest Days

"Believe" - Mumford and Sons

The Marshall Tucker Band - Can't You See

I'm gonna take a freight train, down at the station

I don't care where it goes

Gonna climb me a mountain, the highest mountain

Jump off, nobody gonna know

Can't you see oh can't you see

What that woman, she been doin' to me

Can't you see, can't you see

What that woman lord been doin' to me

I'm gonna find me a hole in the wall

I gonna crawl inside and die

'Cause my lady now, mean ol' woman lord, never told me goodbye

Can't you see oh can't you see

What that woman lord she been doin' to me

Can't you see, can't you see

What that woman lord been doin' to me

I gonna buy me a ticket now, as far as I can

Ain't a-never comin' back

Ride me a Southbound

All the way to Georgia now

Till the train run out of track

Can't you see oh can't you see

What that…

My bilingual list!

Faith Hill's Cry

Sara Evans's A Little Bit Stronger

Natti Natasha's La mejor version de mi

India's Mi Mayor Venganza

Kelly Clarkson's I don't think about you

Kesha's Praying

Rihanna's Take a Bow

Dean Lewis' Be Alright

I have them on their own play list along with

Lauren Daigle's You Say

and a couple other female empowerment songs- a lot of Kelly Clarkson on there!

One song that has stuck with me over the years, through a lot of crap, is Stand by Rascal Flatts. This is my current theme song.

Cause when push comes to shove

You taste what you're made of

You might bend till you break

'Cause it's all you can take

On your knees, you look up

Decide you've had enough

You get mad, you get strong

Wipe your hands, shake it off

Then you stand, then you stand

Wishing on a Star - Rose Royce.

Paramore 'Playing God'

Can't make my own decisions

Or make any with precision

Well, maybe you should tie me up

So I don't go where you don't want me

You say that I've been changing

That I'm not just simply ageing

Yeah, how could that be logical?

Just keep on cramming ideas down my throat

Woah

You don't have to believe me

But the way I, way I see it

Next time you point a finger

I might have to bend it back

And break it, break it off

Next time you point a finger

I'll point you to the mirror

If God's the game that you're playing

Well, we must get more acquainted

Because it has to be so lonely

To be the only one who's holy

It's just my humble opinion

But it's one that I believe in

You don't deserve a point of view

If the only thing you see is you

Woah

You don't have to believe me

But the way I, way I see it

Next time you point a finger

I might have to bend it back

And break it, break it off

Next time you point a finger

I'll point you to the mirror

This is the last second chance

(I'll point you to the mirror)

I'm half as good as it gets

(I'll point you to the mirror)

I'm on both sides of the fence

(I'll point you to the mirror)

Without a hint of regret

I'll hold you to it

I know you don't believe me

But the way I, way I see it

Next time you point a finger

I might have to bend it back

Or break it, break it off

Next time you point a finger

I'll point you to the mirror

I know you won't believe me

But the way I, way I see it

Next time you point a finger

I might have to bend it back

And break it, break it off

Next time you point a finger

I'll point you to the mirror

So many! Man! For the months after Dday I had fucking playlists. Seriously, I had playlists labeled shit like: Angry Playlist, Reconciliation Playlist, I made playlists for my listening only and playlist just for her....

One song that really seemed to sum up a lot of my feelings at the beginning of Reconciliation was “I’m Looking Through You” by The Beatles, off the Rubber Soul album:

I’m Looking Through You-

I'm looking through you,

Where did you go?

I thought I knew you,

What did I know?

You don't look different, but you have changed.

I'm looking through you, you're not the same.

Your lips are moving,

I cannot hear.

Your voice is soothing,

But the words aren't clear.

You don't sound different,

I've learned the game.

I'm looking through you,

You're not the same.

Why, tell me why, did you not treat me right?

Love has a nasty habit of disappearing overnight.

You're thinking of me,

The same old way.

You were above me,

But not today.

The only difference is you're down there.

I'm looking through you,

And your nowhere..

I have a lot depending upon my mood - angry, hopeful, strong, etc. One really makes me laugh.

Cheater, cheater - Joey + Rory (makes me laugh)

Woman - Kesha (kind of strong language so be warned)

This is Me - Keala Settle

Lips are Movin - Meghan Trainor

Me and My Broken Heart - Rixton

Gives you Hell - All American Rejects

Scars to Your Beautiful - Alessia Cara

Fight Song - Rachel Platten

Brave - Sara Bareilles

Fighter - Christina Aguilera

Beautiful - Christina Aguilera

Say Something - A Great Big World

When I Was Your Man - Bruno Mars

Jar of Hearts - Christina Perri

And many of those already mentioned. I have a wide variety in my musical taste

Better Man - Little Big Town

Megadeth - In My Darkest Hour

Still-Commodores

Lift Me Up - Five Finger Death Punch

Jekyll and Hyde - Five Finger Death Punch

Dot Your Eyes - Five Finger Death Punch

Forty Six & 2 - Tool

Lateralus - Tool

The Pot - Tool

Parabol - Tool

Parabola - Tool

Reflection - Tool

Fighter - Christina Aguilera

King of Anything - Sara Bareilles

Uncharted - Sara Bareilles

Let the Rain - Sara Bareilles

Say You're Sorry - Sara Bareilles

The Carpal Tunnel of Love - Fall Out Boy

The Phoenix - Fall Out Boy

Helena - My Chemical Romance

I Don't Love You - My Chemical Romance

The Sharpest Lives - My Chemical Romance

Plus a lot of classical/foreign language stuff when the lyrics of these ones hit too close to home.

[This message edited by EllieKMAS at 12:56 PM, August 17th (Saturday)]

I'm Not The Only One- Sam Smith

I second that.

You and me we made a vow

I know I'm not the only one

Feeling Good- Micheal Bubllé

After dday Sam Smith’s “I’m not the only one” brought tears to my eyes. I also listened to:

Just give me a reason - Pink

My side of the bed - Little Big Town

Probably a gazillion others because I am a deep music lover and my collection is eclectic and very large.

Let’s Hurt Tonight- One Republic