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Cemetery Gates - Pantera

Cemetary Gates is a great song!

This song...

Here I Go Again

Whitesnake

I don't know where I'm goin'

But I sure know where I've been

Hanging on the promises in songs of yesterday

An' I've made up my mind, I ain't wasting no more time

Here I go again, here I go again

Tho' I keep searching for an answer

I never seem to find what I'm looking for

Oh Lord, I pray you give me strength to carry on

'Cause I know what it means to walk along the lonely street of dreams

Here I go again on my own

Goin' down the only road I've ever known

Like a drifter I was born to walk alone

An' I've made up my mind, I ain't wasting no more time

Just another heart in need of rescue

Waiting on love's sweet charity

An' I'm gonna hold on for the rest of my days

'Cause I know what it means to walk along the lonely street of dreams

And here I go again on my own

Goin' down the only road I've ever known

Like a drifter I was born to walk alone

An' I've made up my mind, I ain't wasting no more time

But here I go again, here I go again,

Here I go again, here I go

'Cause I know what it means to walk along the lonely street of dreams

Here I go again on my own

Goin' down the only road I've ever known

Like a drifter I was born to walk alone

An' I've made up my mind, I ain't wasting no more time

Here I go again on my own

Goin' down the only road I've ever known

Like a drifter I was born to walk alone

'Cause I know what it means to walk along the lonely street of dreams

Here I go again on my own

Goin' down the only road I've ever known

Like a drifter I was born to walk alone

Songwriters: David Coverdale, Bernie Marsden

© EMI Music Publishing, Universal Music Publishing Group

For non-commercial use only.

Halsey— Nightmare

This song just really really speaks of how jaded I am and I am ok with that....

Lyrics..

Now I lay me down to sleep

I pray the Lord, my soul to keep

If I shall die before I 'wake

I pray the Lord, my soul to take

I, I keep a record of the wreckage of my life

I gotta recognize the weapon in my mind

They talk shit, but I love it every time

And I realize

I've tasted blood and it is sweet

I've had the rug pulled beneath my feet

I've trusted lies and trusted men

Broke down and put myself back together again

Stared in the mirror and punched it to shatters

Collected the pieces and picked out a dagger

I've pinched my skin in between my two fingers

And wished I could cut some parts off with some scissors

"Come on, little lady, give us a smile"

No, I ain't got nothin' to smile about

I got no one to smile for, I waited a while for

A moment to say I don't owe you a goddamn thing

I, I keep a record of the wreckage of my life

I gotta recognize the weapon in my mind

They talk shit, but I love it every time

And I realize

I'm no sweet dream, but I'm a hell of a night

That I'm no sweet dream, but I'm a hell of a night

No, I won't smile, but I'll show you my teeth

And I'ma let you speak if you just let me breathe

I've been polite, but won't be caught dead

Lettin' a man tell me what I should do in my bed

Keep my exes in check in my basement

'Cause kindness is weakness, or worse, you're complacent

I could play nice or I could be a bully

I'm tired and angry, but somebody should be

"Come on, little lady, give us a smile"

No, I ain't got nothin' to smile about

I got no one to smile for, I waited a while for

A moment to say I don't owe you a goddamn thing

I, I keep a record of the wreckage of my life

I gotta recognize the weapon in my mind

They talk shit, but I love it every time

And I realize

I, I keep a record of the wreckage of my life

I gotta recognize the weapon in my mind

They talk shit, but I love it every time

And I realize

Someone like me can be a real nightmare, completely aware

But I'd rather be a real nightmare, than die unaware, yeah

Someone like me can be a real nightmare, completely aware

But I'm glad to be a real nightmare, so save me your prayers

I, I keep a record of the wreckage of my life

I gotta recognize the weapon in my mind

They talk shit, but I love it every time

And I realize

I, I keep a record of the wreckage of my life

I gotta recognize the weapon in my mind

They talk shit, but I love it every time

And I realize

I'm no sweet dream, but I'm a hell of a night

That I'm no sweet dream, but I'm a hell of a night

Neil Diamond "Solitary man"

“Watch over you” - Alter Bridge

Godsmack - Under Your Scars

Asking Alexander - Alone in a Room

Sam Smith - Nothing Left For You (not a single, look it up, you won't be sorry)

Blue October - Bleed Out

Jon Wolfe - Play me something I can Drink to

John Grant - Where Dreams go to Die

I'm just really glad Lewis Capaldi's Someone You Loved didn't come out 10 years ago.

Sam Smith - Nothing Left For You

Very similar to

luke combs - she got the best of me

Never had Playlists till I jumped on this Roller Coaster 2 yrs ago,

"Got It In You" Banners,

"Empire's On Fire" Banners,

"Don't Hurt Like It Used To" Grace Carter

"Skipping Stones" Imagine Dragons

"Zero" Imagine Dragons

"Shot Me Down" (Ft Skylar Grey) David Guetta

"Already Gone" Sleeping At Last

"Send My Love" Adele

"Cheat" Emily Burns (get a kick out of playing this when he's around )

"Human" Rag 'n' Bone Man

Oh YEAH & "Steve" Alec Benjamin ( another 1 I get a kick listening to when WH is around )

sorry if it offends anyone, I'm not religious I just love the lyrics

"How do you sleep" Sam Smith, has been recently added.

[This message edited by Scoobydoo at 9:26 AM, August 18th (Sunday)]

So many great/gut wrenching choices. Glad to see I'm Looking Through You &

Rearviewmirror mentioned.

For me, always a lot of Prince. Something In The Water (various live versions with ridiculously brilliant guitar solos), I Hate You, Another Love (the live medley from SNL in 2014, about 3 months after dday is immense).

Dear Lover...Teena Marie

Distant Lover...Marvin Gaye

It's Only Make Believe... Robert Gordon's cover of Conway Twitty.

Should I Stay Or Should I Go...The Clash

A dear friend keeps telling me that I need to hear Lemonade

[This message edited by DailyReprieve at 4:14 PM, August 18th (Sunday)]

Oh yeah. Ways To Be Wicked, Tom Petty or Lone Justice. And good God, Backstreets by Mr. Springsteen.

[This message edited by DailyReprieve at 4:16 PM, August 18th (Sunday)]

What a Fool Believes - Doobie Brothers, especially the lines:

She had a place in his life

He never made her think twice

Love Will Find a Way - Pablo Cruise, listening to it recently, I find it speaks to either R or D, with R being a new M relationship, changing the old M, and I like these lines:

Your dreams feel like they're fallin' apart

You need to find a brand new start

But you're almost afraid to be true to yourself

and I'm trying to

Once you get past the pain

You'll learn to find your love again

So keep your heart open

and

Don't be afraid of yourself

Just move on to something else

And let your love shine through again

Fuck You - Lily Allen

"Fuck you very much" That's all that needs to be said

I am loving all of these suggestions. I use music to process emotion and really appreciate the wide variety of songs mentioned.

I strongly suggest you listen to Ashton Shepherd's "Look it Up." Great retribution song .

I also love:

Goodbye Earl -Dixie chicks

Hole in my head -Dixie chicks

I will survive -Gloria Gaynor (actually makes a great song for working out)

I Won't Back Down (won't be pushed around) Tom Petty.

Lots more.

Lots of great songs hear....I love that someone finally mentioned 'Good-bye Earl'

My lift me up, power song because that is where I am trying to be now (somedays are better than others) is

This Girl is on Fire - Alicia Keys.

Gonna go back and google some more that you all listed.

I don’t listen to music much anymore either. I realized I was feeling better (before dday2) when I found myself turning on the radio on my way to work. It hasn't been on in ages now.

So songs I sing to myself at various times:

Everybody hurts - REM

I Wish it would rain - Phil Collins

Seeing Things - Black Crowes

Just Breathe - Pearl Jam (not that other just breathe)

Recently:

Last Goodbye - Jeff Buckley

I’m Alive - Jackson Brown

It's been a long time since I watched these lights alone

I look around my life tonight and you are gone

I might have done something to keep you if I'd known

How unhappy you had become

While I was dreaming of you

With my heart in your hands

And I was following though

With my beautiful plans

Now I'm rolling down this canyon drive

With your laughter in my head

I'm gonna have to block it out somehow to survive

'cause those dreams are dead

And I'm alive

I want to go where I will never hear your name

I want to lose my sorrow and be free again

And I know I've been insane

When I think of places I could have been

But I was dreaming of you

With my heart in your hands

And I was following through

With my beautiful plans

Standing here by the highway side

Watching these trucks blow by

Inches from my face

Yeah thinking 'bout the time I've wasted

And the pleasure we once tasted

Looking up and down this road

I've been here before

Can't be here no more

Yeah now I'm rolling down California five

With your laughter in my head

I'm gonna have to block it out somehow to survive

'cause those dreams are dead

And I'm alive

Look at the way I believed in you

And loved you all these years

Now you can fill a swimming pool with all my salty tears

If you'd have told me what was in your heart

But baby, you lied

I'd of thought that it would kill me

But I'm alive

Yeah, I'm alive

[This message edited by ThisIsSoLonely at 2:13 PM, August 20th (Tuesday)]

As soon as my WW's second affair came to, I lost all interest in pop, folk, or irish music. I'm back into Marilyn Manson, Disturbed, Machinehead, Linkin Park, etc.

Currently:

Marilyn Manson - Slutgarden, Disassociative, (S)Ain't, Coma White, SAY10, KILL4ME, etc

Machinehead - Locust

Linkin Park - In The End

When I am pissed, and want revenge...Five Finger Death Punch "War is the Answer":You want to disrespect me

It'll feel like you kissed a freight train

When I remember that we are doing okay and she is taking care of her shit, Disturbed, An unforgivable tragedy

Sometimes darkness can show you the light, beautiful: